Wednesday, December 26, 2007

iqbal comelku

these are iqbal's photo taken by pakcu..
candids taken while he smiles
a quite difficult photo to take,coz he seldom smiles

at Tadika adak

yesterday,after the usrah session, me, imang, luqman & iqbal went to Tadika adak to help out for tadika's preparation for year 2008

these are the pics taken yesterday

i'm doing the train for a-b-c, and nama2 malaikat
imang did the cars with maths stuffs

luqman, hijjaz and hadi were playing an interesting game

Monday, December 24, 2007

my beloved usrah group


today, i had an interesting usrah session with akhawat of UPMKL

we discussed about:

1. Tafsir surah al-Qasas, ayah 26-42
- about prophet musa and his journey before & after wahy
- Musa a.s & his 2 mukjizat
- Allah also send Harun a.s to assist him in confronting Firaun
- adh-dhalimuun - how sometimes doctors also can become dhalim if he mistreat his patients

2. Hadith 17: Keluasan Ihsan
-kewajipan ihsan:ihsan is WAJIB
-ihsan ketika membunuh:a.membunuh kuffar fi sabilillah (medan jihad), yg dibunuh krn qisas,c.hukuman bunuh krn kufur=bunuh spt mrk membunuh, tak bleh kelar2 or bakar. sebaik2 cara=penggal kepala
-x bleh bakar sbb menyamai hukuman Allah ( neraka)
-x bleh kurung & siksa binatang
-kene sembelih dulu binatang yg dipanah sblm dimakan
-ihsan dlm sembelih binatang, x bleh asah pisau atau sembelih binatang lain depan binatang yg nak disembelih, gune pisau tajam
-ihsan dlm setiap amalan, buat sume amalan dgn sempurna dan beradab, barulah amal diterima

3. Sirah nabi Muhammad
-ttg penghijrahan nabi muhammad bersama abu bakr ke madinah, ali r.a menggantikan tempat rasulullah, rasulullah bersama asma dan abdullah dan ibn hurairah
-kisah abu bakar yg sanggup menahan kesakitan tatkala melindungi rasulullah yg mahu dipatuk ular
-ttg kisah keluarga ummu ma bad yg sanggup turut berhijrah, walaupun sblm ni,sumber rezeki mrk adlh sbg tempat persinggahan musafir, krn tertarik dgn akhlak Rasulullah yg singgah sebentar di tempat mrk

4. risalah Usrah2
-tajuk 5, uruf yg fasid tidak dpt menyangkal syariat islam
-uruf=kebiasaan masyarakat
-fasid=salah, bertentangan dgn syariat

-uruf fasid=dr segi iktikad dan amalan
amalan-adat istiadat,ekonomi(riba),pergaulan dlm masyarakat (tabarruj,etc)

-cara mukmin menghadapi uruf fasid
1.bezakan pelaku dgn tindakan
-if iktikad+amalan=inform pihak berkuasa yg berkenaan
-if amalan saje=nasihat, ajar

2. dakwah dgn hikmah, jika x dpt elak baru tentang dgn tegas

new tasks:
-hafazan quran:2 surah pendek seminggu
-mathurat at least 3x seminggu
-puasa sunat at least 1x seminggu
-qiyam at least 1x seminggu
-baca quran at least 2 pg setiap hari

-mutabaah amal

semoga dgn istiqamahnya kami dgn usrah..dapat membina keperibadian kami menjadi spt keperibadian rasulullah dan para sahabat, ameen

Saturday, December 22, 2007

iqbal & luqman in the family

okey..more pics
these are for u tame:)
happy viewing!

pic1:Iqbal & cik imang vol.2
pic2:Iqbal & pakcu
pic3:Iqbal ngantuk
pic4:Iqbal - mata bulat
pic5:Luqman & nina's Ray-ban

Just Iqbal's

tomorrow, iqbal will be 2 months old
these pics were taken at home

pic1:cerianya si Iqbalku
pic2:bulatnye matenye
pic4:ape yg menarik tu?
pic5:Iqbal & cik imang

aidil adha in Penang-vol.2

disebabkan bnyk lg gambar yg perlu diletakkan, terpaksa daku membuat post baru
just pics

pic1: Iqbal & Ummi & feri - vol2
pic2: Luqman & Tok Ummi & Wira
pic3: Luqman & kren mini

aidil adha in Penang


just back from penang & penat

these are the pics taken in penang


pic 1. Buai laju-laju @ Ti Cah's house
pic 2. Luqman & his rival - Hanani-initially berebut buai..pehtu bleh main same2
pic 3. Luqman & waleed kat feri penang
pic 4. Ummi,Luqman & Iqbal kat feri lagi
pic 5. Ummi & Iqbal & feri

Ayatul qur'an for the day:
Neither your relatives nor your children will benefit you on the Day of Resurrection (against Allâh). He will judge between you. And Allâh is the All-Seer of what you do. (2:255)

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

tips to memorize Qur'an

Prince Luqman & Prince Iqbal

ok..this is the 4th post of the day :)

actually, I just finished uploading luqman's & iqbal's pic into this pc from our digicam, with Imang's help.just learned how to do it today!

that explains why i've been posting stuffs massively today
not much of writing
but more of imaging

luqman's & waleed's baju kotak-kotak!


Penang Vacation


huhu..i've been posting massively today in this blog, and this is the 3rd

just wanna put luqman's and iqbal's pic while we were in penang last week

-while we're on a ferry
-ni keluarge belah syed noh: tok ummi & tok habib

we also ate 'Pasembur' at Taman Kota Lama
memang sedap silela ke sane ..jike berkunjung ke penang

Pasembur=macam rojak, tapi lain sket
ape yg lain? tu kene tengok & rase sendiri ok:)

happy viewing!

a code to remember


This is my PTK TK1 code: WDR10092
date of exam:18/12/07
Banquet hall 1, KLIH


in case i forgot or misplaced the exam slip it
so that i can check my result while i'm in Holland
coz' the result can be checked via net the way,
i found this interesting interview with an 82 y.o grandma who memorized the qur'an at that age
Subhanallah!! wanna read? click here:

Let's get back into calculation
If I want to complete the hafazan qur'an by Jun 2008
Means,25 juz in 6 months,
I've to memorize 4 pages of qur'an a day

I really hope this won't be a hangat2 tahi ayam stuffs,


it's a new life


just finished PTK exam at 5pm just now in KL International Hotel'm free from exam!!...finally

and also free from a hectic and busy life as a medical officer in medical dept, HKL..for at least 2 years..and maybe 3 years..depends on my hubby's pHD

so..what's next?

next project is to HAFAL QUR'AN in 6-12 months....can I do it or not?
so this will be my 2008's resolution
my 2009's resolution is to pass MRCP PACES (if hopefully i pass my part2A,insyaAllah)
alhamdulillah..i've achieved half of my 2007's resolution, which are to pass MRCP 1

the strategy is:
there's 30 juz in Qur'an
i've already memorized juz 30,29,28,27,1
so only 25 juz left
so..can I memorize 4 juz in 1 month?

let's try 1-2 juz per months first,
and then see how it goes

1 juz=21 pages
2 pages/day=1 juz in 10 days
2 juz in 20 days
3 juz in 30 days

if minus 'period days':5-6 days=2.5 juz per month

1 page in the morning
1 page in the evening

finally.. i'll be able to do what i really want..
do as I wish
do anything that I want.. unlimited..

the feeling is so refreshing..:)

no need to follow normal wake up so early in the morning..then trapped in a traffic ward rounds..then, see patient in clinics..then on calls..all those routine there's no need for me to do it anymore!!

Project no2 is to 'Belajar jahit baju'
Hopefully i'll be able to do it before my departure to Holland

Iqbal is not feeling so well today. he vomited a lot after his breastfeed, around 8-12cc.maybe he's not tolerating the soya milk time..I can't leave him without his ummi's milk..insyaAllah

Imang is back from USM for her raya haji holiday
Hikmat is also here, just arrived 2 days ago from Hira'

quite a full house now.the more the merrier.missing tame already.if he's here..then our family will all be gathered

me,hubby,luqman and iqbal will be heading to penang tomorrow(again:) for our raya Haji over there.

Aidil adha is coming
may the Qurban spirit shine our soul


Ayatul qur'an for the day:

Patiently, then, persevere -
for the Promise of Allah is true.
And ask forgiveness for thy faults,
and celebrate the Praises of thy Lord
in the evening and in the morning.

Surah Ghafir (40:55)


Friday, December 7, 2007

Happily ever after


Today's major event:

1.Abang & luqman shopping at Low yatt-digital camera baru..they're still there, can't wait to test the pic

2. Balik penang..balik kg..for the last time..before our departure to Holland

Currently, just finished packing up brg2 utk balik kg. Iqbal still soundly asleep.Hopefully, he'll remain calm throughout our journey later,insyaAllah to study for PTK exam pulek..

why i like taking exams?

1. it gives me the sense of having specific purpose & something to aim for

2. it makes me feel that i have achieved something(..if i passed the exam though)

3. it challenges me, and make me feel intrigued by taking the challenge

4. it makes me feel afraid, cautious,excited,surprised on the day before the exam

5. it makes me fill up my time wisefully

6. it makes me study & learn new things, so that i'll not stop stuying, and my brain neurons can keep on expanding, and preventing me from getting Alzheimer's

7. it makes me feel great- if I pass the exam makes pray harder and solat Hajat constantly, in order to succeed

i need to experience all that sort of feelings to make life more colourful

May Allah guide me & my family throughout our life journey together, so we'll live happily ever after, insyaAllah
Ayatul qur'an for the day:
We have made the Qur'an easy to remember. But is there anyone who will take heed?
(Surat al-Qamar: 17)

Death notes


Today's main activities:

1. Shopping for Winter stuffs in Sogo
-manage to buy sweaters, luggages, mafla,gloves,long john,stockings etc, for me,luqman & iqbal

-Iqbal was quite calm initially,but later become a bit restless, and i have to breastfeed him in the bathroom, since there's no specific place for breastfeeding there

2. Cooking 'ayam masak bake' with alak & imang

-last minutes cooking..luckily manage to prepare it during usrah time with my 2 sis's help

3.Usrah with UPMKL akhawat, mainly discussing about:

-the ayah from surah an-naml & al-qasas
-Nabi Muhammad's seerah, about the year of sadness:10H, when prophet's beloved wife Khadijah and beloved grandfather wafat, and the prophet's da'wah to Thaif people, when his da'wah was rejected, and He prayed to Allah with sabr and redha..

-Death:how sudden it can be,at any time, any place, any age. Anis told about her cousin who gonna get married in 2/52 time, died after a small branch from a tree hit his head. Asiah told about a young medical officer who suddenly collapsed in the clinic while seeing patient(so..what are the cardiac causes of sudden death in young ppl?Brugada's syndrome, long QT syndrome,etc). Azma shared on - our angkasawan's bro who died after his head hit the lamp pole, died of intracerebral bleeding

-Everything that Allah has created are with wisdom and great hikmah, that sometimes we can't understand it. Syikin shared on her conversation with her grandfather, on why the street have to be straight?grandpa said:so that, people can explore more of the world. which one is longer?straight line or crooked line?of course crooked line, right?

-So next usrah will be next saturday insyaAllah..

-recently, i have a feeling that luqman is more 'hyper' than it because of his habit of watching too much of cartoon network? or is it because of his love towards the sweets & chocolate?or is it because of the MILO? hopefully...i'll manage to find the answer and the cure for this 'hyper' stuff..ASAP

-recently, i also felt that Luqman is getting more detached from me..rarely i can kiss/hug him..since i always have to be with Iqbal..pity luqman..luckily he have his makciks and atuk,nina,waleed to..'menumpang kasih'..sometime..i felt the guilt..but..hopefully he'll understand,insyaAllah

Till then,


Thursday, December 6, 2007

Here I am

Alhamdulillah..finally..end of my MRCP UK Part 2a exam.
The exam just ended at 9.30pm today I am, at home, trying to revive my blog:)

How the exam result will turn out?..let's leave it to Him to decide what is the best
so..what is next?
uhmm...another exam..huhu
but this is a government based exam-we call it PTK(Penilaian Tahap Kecekapan) exam,
in order to 'naik pangkat' and 'naik gaji' stuff
will start studying..later..insyaAllah.latest is by the night of exam:)
the exam will be on the 12th of december 2007
so..tomorrow's agenda is: shopping for Holland's stuff, such as:
-baju sejuk stuffs(for me, luqman & iqbal)
-beg utk letak baju
I've been thinking on what to do when i'm in Holland
-as a housewife:to take care of the house, husband and 2 boys
-as a 'resting' medical officer who'll be preparing for MRCP UK exam..hopefully to sit for MRCP UK 2b:PACES soon, insyaAllah
ok,here's the list:
1.Improve my cooking skill ( i have any?..huhu)
2.Teach luqman & iqbal-qur'anic reading, a,b,c, math
3.Qur'anic memorization-is it possible to memorize the 30 juz' of the qur'an in 6-12 month?,we'll see...if Tame did it in 8 months..and Hikmat did it in 1 year..why can't I?hopefully I can..
4.Finish reading Ryder's book for MRCP PACES
5.Participate in da'wah activities in Holland..probably with the PKS people
6.Touring around Europe?..hmm..we'll see...
hmm..that's all for now..probably..will adding on the 'To do' list time passes by,insyaAllah..anyone who wants to give their idea?

Ayatul qur'an for the day:
{Do you think that We created you in vain, and that you would
not be returning to Us?} 23:115


Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Memburu Lailatul Qadr

Lo! We revealed it on the Night of Ordainment.
And what will show you what the Night of Ordainment is?
The Night of Ordainment is better than a thousand months.
The angels and the Spirit descend in it by the leave of their Lord with every command.
It is peaceful until the rising of the dawn (Al-Qadr:1-5)


Today is the 21st day of Ramadhan

We're now in the last 10 days of Ramadhan, the part of: 'Pemeliharaan dari api neraka'
We've left the 'Rahmah' & 'Maghfirah' part

How's my tilawah?well.. moderate..just completed juz 22

This is the 'prime time' to search for 'Lailatul Qadr'
But, don't forget that the main thing is to search for Allah's it in lailatul qadr..or in somewhere else

Alhamdulillah..Luqman have fallen asleep by 9.30pm
Hope he'll maintain this good habit of sleeping early. Its good for his growth, since the growth hormone is mainly released during our sleep. Its good for his ummi also, since ummi can do other things..:)

I went to HKL today with mama to get papa's antibiotics for his URTI. 2 ppl call asking about Kelisa...while we're in HKL..what a good spot for marketing:)

Hikmat is still crazy about instrumental songs. 7-11 is now 24 hours filled by instrumental songs
Alhamdulillah, today I was able to finish MCQs questions for immuno, hemato, neuro & nephro from Allah, Please pass me in this coming MRCP2a exam, 5-6th dec 07,amin!

Today I got this craving of strawberry milk shake after tarawikh..dunno from it from the baby inside?maybe..'pembawaan budak'?well..a very good excuse drink this high sugar and calorie stuff..anyway..i've asked alak & hikmat to get it from the nearest fast food stall..and I am..with an empty bottle of strawberry milkshake..I drank the whole bottle by myself..astaghfirullah..hopefully this will be the last time..since papa had the family history of Diabetes is really need to take care of my sugar intake from now..

My hubby will be back from Holland by 15th Oct... 11 days more to go! Can't wait for that date
May Allah make things easy for him and for us in Malaysia..insyaAllah

That's all for today


'Truly God sustains the heavens and the earth lest they disappear. And if they were to disappear there is none that can sustain them after Him. Truly He is ever Forbearing, Forgiving'

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Today is Nuzul Qur'an


Today is the 17th of Ramadhan


I started my day with usrah with adik2 akhawat UPMKL

We discussed about:

1.Tafsir Al-Hajj:66-72

2.Hadith 13: Iman & Persaudaraan

3.Prophet Muhammad's seerah

A lot of discussion, mind opener & thought sharing

Next usrah will be next thursday, with iftar & tarawikh together, alhamdulillah

Our last usrah before Aidilfitri

May Allah grant us with istiqamah, so we'll always be along His true path, insyaAllah

Menu for iftar today: Mama's Pizza

Today's study: Able to read neuro & psych from, alhamdulillah

I'll be meeting my hubby via 'skype' tonight..:)

Luqman already able to recognize 'green' colour...impressive!

He followed his atok to a pharmacy and got some sweets from there, he managed to get 5 sweets..since then, he can't stop from requesting 'le le'= gule-gule.

Hope his teeth will be fine

That's all for today


Ayatul qur'an for today:

That no bearer of burdens can bear the burden of another. That man can have nothing except what he strives for. That (the fruit) of his striving will soon come to sight. Then will he be rewarded with a reward complete (An-Najm:38-41)

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

The Barakah of Solat Dhuha

"Ya Allah sesungguhnya waktu Dhuha, waktu dhuha-Mu, cahayanya cahayaMu, kerinduannya kerinduanMu, kekuatannya kekuatanMu, ya Allah sekiranya rezekiku ada di langit maka turunkannya jika ada di bumi keluarkannya. Jika cahaya jauh pendekatannya dan jika ada hampir maka permudahkannya dengan kebenaran dhuhaMu, cahayaMu, kekuatanMu dan kesucianMu, berikanlah kepada hamba-hambaMu yang soleh. Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas penghulu kami Nabi Muhammad dan atas keluarga dan para sahabatnya serta kesejahteraan. Dan segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan seru sekalian alam."


Today is the 14th of Ramadhan
So fast..we're already in the middle of Ramadhan
We're already in the 'Maghfirah' part, and have left the 'Rahmah' part

alhamdulillah... today I was able to study much longer than usual days
Maybe because of the Dhuha prayer that I've performed this morning..
Is it because of it barakah? maybe..then, have to make it as a routine..

Rasulullah bersabda,
1. "Siapa saja yang dapat mengerjakan shalat Dhuha dengan istiqamah, akan diampuni dosanya oleh Allah, sekalipun dosa itu seluas lautan."

2. "Shalat Dhuha itu mendatangkan rezeki dan menolak kefakiran (kemiskinan), dan tidak ada yang akan memelihara shalat Dhuha kecuali hanya orang-orang yang bertaubat."

3. "Hendaklah masing-masing tiap-tiap pagi bersedekah untuk persediaan badannya. Maka tiap kali bacaan tasbih itu sedekah, setiap tahmid, setiap takbir juga sedekah, menyuruh kebaikan dan melarang kejahatan itu sedekah dan sebagai ganti itu semua, cukuplah mengerjakan solat Dhuda dua rakaat." (HR Ahmad Muslim dan Abu Daud)

Luqman already fast asleep at 9.30 pm..alhamdulillah
It's quite easy to make him sleep recently..
The bedtime story also have to be brief then..
Where Tupai straight away went home after he's back from sleep with ummi & walid tupai..without playing with the fire crackers

That's all for today

Ayatul qur'an of the day

O you who believe! Fear Allaah [by doing all that He ordered and abstaining from all that He forbade] as He should be feared [obey Him, be thankful to Him, and remember Him always] and die not except in a state of Islaam. [ Aal-’Imraan (3:102)].

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Luqman's bedtime story

Today is the 10th of Ramadhan

1) Just wanna share Luqman's bedtime story for last night..and for the 3 previous nights (same story)

It is about 'Tupai' & 'Burung Hantu'

Every night..Tupai will play fire crackers with Burung Hantu..after they got back from surau after finishing Tarawih prayer, with the imam- which is -of course -his Pakcu

The fire crackers will sound like.."eeeit..Bom!"
Then, Tupai will be headed back sleep with his ummi tupai, walid Tupai & Luqman Tupai

Before Tupai goes to sleep, he'll read the doa tidur first..

But if Luqman still awake..i'll just have to prolong the story by adding up other characters like..Burung gagak, Helang, Siput..and all the animals that can be found from his book 'Buku Bergambar pertama'

Then,toward the end of the story..Tupai will finally read the ma'thurat..and usually Luqman will be fast asleep by then..:)
New technique to make him asleep..bedtime story telling

2) Usrah with adik2 UPMKL also was done today went out smoothly
A lot of thought sharing..and it is like a tazkeerah for myself also

We discussed about
a. Surah at-Taubah:14-21
b. Hadith 12 : Meninggalkan perkara yg tidak berkaitan
c. Seerah of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w-the early phase of da'wah
d.Nurin Jazlin's case: Takziah to her family.May Allah punish the cruel, psycopath rapist

Just want to include a du'a to protect ourself and our daughters from rapist.
It is a du'a read by Siti Sarah (Prophet Ibrahim's 1st wife), when the Egyptian King at that time attempted to rape her

1. Doa Mengelakkan Diri Dari Dirogol : Terjemahan : “Ya Allah, sekiranya Engkau mengetahui bahawa aku beriman denganMu dan RasulMu, dan aku memelihara kehormatanku hanya untuk suamiku, maka janganlah biarkan aku menjadi mangsa orang kafir dan orang zalim”.

2. Doa Mengelakkan Anak Dari Dirogol : Terjemahan : “Ya Allah, sekiranya Engkau mengetahui bahawa anak perempuanku beriman denganMu dan RasulMu,dan dia memelihara kehormatannya hanya untuk suaminya,maka janganlah biarkan dia menjadi mangsa orang kafir dan orang zalim”.

3) Iftar at adak's house
We'll be going after finish writing in this blog

That's all for today
Ayatul Qur'an for today:
6. By the earth and Ma Tahhaha
7. By Nafs, and Ma Sawwaha (Who apportioned it)
8. Then He showed it its Fujur and its Taqwa.
9. Indeed he succeeds who purifies it
10. And indeed he fails who Dassaha
Allah swears by His Creation that the Person Who purifies Himself will be Successful and the Person Who corrupts Himself will fail