Whenever there's pain, try your best to smile

Assalamualaikum

Currently..missing my family in Malaysia
Wanted to do lots of thing with them, ..but can't

Wanted to talk to them, but can't
Wanted to call them often, but can't
Wanted to laugh with them, but can't
Wanted to hug them, but can't
Wanted to chat with them, but can't
Wanted to eat with them, but can't
Wanted to laugh with them, but can't
Wanted to cry with them, but can't
Wanted to walk with them, but can't

and wanted to do lots of other things
and wanted to share lots of dreams
..but can't
..and it felft really hurt inside
..as if something is stucked inside the throat
..as if something is blocking the lung
..until it became so difficult to breath
..until it became so difficult to talk
..until it became so difficult to do any single thing

well,
yeah..

maybe it's time to sleep already
hoping that tomorrow will come
and erase these sorrow
and bring new happiness



"Whenever life felt sour, could it be that the heart is missing Him?"